Hujan

Jakarta, 23 November 2011

Hari ini di Jakarta, sama kayak biasanya, Jakarta hujan dari siang sampe malem. Emang, bulan ini mulai masuk musim hujan.

Hari ini, pulang dari suatu sekolah swasta islam di Jakarta, gue kehujanan dan akhirnya harus pulang naik taksi. Dari taksi gue duduk sambil liat tetesan air hujan di kaca & air hujan mengalir di jalanan. Disaat itu juga kenangan gue tentang dia muncul lagi.

Tetesan hujan ini jatuh dan bikin kenangan-kenangan yang udah coba gue gak inget lagi, tbtb keinget lagi di dalam otak sama hati ini. Kenangan tentang gue dan dia.
Emang sih, susah banget buat ngelupain orang yang kita sayang. Tapi gue belajar banyak dari tetesan hujan sama air yang mengalir di jalanan hari ini.

Gue sadar, gue harus belajar lupain dia, dan iklasin dia bahagia sama orang lain. Iya, gue harus move on. Gue gaboleh ngestuck sama yang satu ini, gue harus kayak air hujan yang terus mengalir, gue gaboleh jadi genangan air dan akhirnya jadi banjir terus menghambat segala hal dalam hidup gue. Gue harus mengalir seiring berjalannya waktu.

little things

Your hand fits in mine 

Like it's made just for me 

But bear this in mind 

It was meant to be 

And I'm joining up the dots 

With the freckles on your cheeks 

And it all makes sense to me 

I know you've never loved 

The crinkles by your eyes when you smile 

You've never loved 

Your stomach or your thighs 

The dimples in your back at the bottom of your spine

But I'll love them endlessly 

I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth 

But if I do, 

It's you, 

Oh it's you, 

They add up to 

I'm in love with you, 

And all these little things

You can't go to bed, 

Without a cup of tea, 

And maybe that's the reason why you talk in your sleep 

And all those conversations 

Are the secrets that I keep 

Though it makes no sense to me 

[ Lyrics from: ht://www.lyricsfreakne+direction/little+things_21048236.html ] 

I know you've never loved the sound of your voice on tape 

You never want to know how much you weigh 

You still have to squeeze into your jeans 

But you're perfect to me 

I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth 

But if it's true, 

It's you, 

It's you, 

They add up to 

I'm in love with you, 

And all these little things 

You'll never love yourself 

Half as much as I love you 

You'll never treat yourself right, darlin' 

But I want you to, 

If I let you know, I'm here for you, 

Maybe you'll love yourself, 

Like I love you 

Oh, 

I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth, 

But if it's true, 

It's you, 

It's you, 

They add up to, 

I'm in love with you, 

And all your little things

That should be me.....

Everybody's laughing in my mind

Rumors spreadin' 'bout this other guy

Do you do what you did when you did with me, 

Does he love you the way I can?

Did you forget all the plans that you made with me

Cause baby I didn't

That should be me holding your hand

That should be me making you laugh

That should be me this is so sad

That should be me that should be me

That should be me feeling your kiss

That should be me buying you gifts

This is so wrong

I can't go on

'Til you believe that

That should be me

emagnya dia ngelakuin apa yg gue lakuin ke lo?

emangnya rasa sayang dia buat lo sama kayak rasa sayang gue ke lo? 

apa emng lo juga udh lupa sama apa yg kita rencanain sebelumnya?

harusnya gue yg megang tangan lo..

harusnya gue yg bikin lo ketawa..

harusnnya gue yg nyium lo..

harusnya gue yg ngasih kado ke lo..

gue ga bisa pergi, sampe lo nyadar kalau semua itu harusnya gue...

Pelangi Dimatamu....

mungkin butuh kursus merangkai kata, untuk bicara
dan aku benci...
harus jujur padamu tentang semua ini.....

jam dinding pun tertawa,
karna kuhanya diam dan membisu
ingin kumaki diriku sendiri

yang tak berkutik di depanmu

ada yang lain disenyummu
yang membuat lidahku gugup tak bergerak
ada pelangi di bola matamu
dan memaksa diri tuk bilang.............

AKU SAYANG PADAMU.......